JPH_BMG says: god i remember this tune back at school. david says: as do i, brings back memories david says: i have done the next diary entry - wanna read? JPH_BMG says: e-mail it me dude david says: i have photos of 80s people i have taken that will be included JPH_BMG says: it's good! you uploaded them to your site yet? david says: nah, i am stumped again with the actual site creation david says: i dont even know where to start really JPH_BMG says: just start at the beginning, build a site on your computer and then upload it in one go. JPH_BMG says: i got the same problem with the beach, what you really need is time out to plan and think about it. david says: its easy for you to say, you have been doing it for years JPH_BMG says: once you get the layout sorted, it's plain sailing. david says: for you maybe, but HTML has never really clicked with me for some reason david says: it seems so rigid JPH_BMG says: yeah, that's why you have dreamweaver, to get rid of all that fucking paper tape. david says: uh-huh, that's what I'll be trying to do over the weekend JPH_BMG says: approach it from a zen perspective. it's like tidying your bedroom - you really cannot be arsed until your forced to do it, and then you find out it's not such a big deal. JPH_BMG says: i suppose from that perspective it's more like a chick giving head. david says: maybe... david says: hmmmmm david says: i think i get too easily distracted to other things JPH_BMG says: me too! i was supposed to be descaling the bathroom last week (i wrote it on my things to do beermat), and i ended up going up into the attic and discovering my old lego basket. david says: i used to have a Lego 'basket' too david says: i had tons of the shit david says: best invention ever david says: in fact i might take a look this weekend JPH_BMG says: were you one of those colour-coordinated people or were you random? david says: you ever seen drew's lego porn? david says: colour, i have OCD JPH_BMG says: yes. unfortunately. that is someone no-one should ever see. JPH_BMG says: OCD? colour blindness? david says: you know what it is really? david says: obsessive compulsive disorder JPH_BMG says: oh man! you're like me and the cooker! david says: huh? JPH_BMG says: evernight before i go to bed and before i leave in the morning i keep checking the cooker hobs to see that they're off! and the fridge is shut. honestly, i got calluses on my hands from turning those damn knobs just to make sure. david says: exactly david says: it's a good thing david says: not a bad thing david says: yopu can never be too careful around gas JPH_BMG says: true, but it really bugs me as i like to consider myself very laid back and that is definitely my achilles heel. it's those damn scare-ads from new zealand you see on chris tarrant that does it to me y'know. david says: OCD is becoming more commonplace JPH_BMG says: it's to do with hyperawareness. think about it, a cat can live in the city and be fine because it is only "aware" of a few things - food, sex and the marking it's territory. humans have only become clustered together in the last few hundred years and technology has made life inifintely more complex in the last fifty. JPH_BMG says: our awareness is engulfing our ability to process all this information. OCD is simply a residue of when we stop focusing on THE BIG PICTURE